Love.

Love.

I think I fail at love.

Love never comes around for me!

Anyone who I have ever loved, except for my family, has let me down.

Boys don't love me.

I know that whoever is reading this probably doesn't care about a teenagers relationaship issues, but I want to let it out, it has been in here..<3...for>

About 3 months ago, I asked out a boy.

I have only ever had one boyfriend, but that was in primary school, you know how it is in primary school. He wasn't my true love.

Anyway, I would say that I am the girl that the boys are mates with, not anything more. So I think it was a shock to J* when I sort of asked him out. He said no, like I excpected. But he messed with my mind, he sent across mixed messages, and that confused me. I actually thought he liked me! So, J was out of the way, I haven't been the same around him anymore.

I was already friends with his friends, W and J(2)! J2 was really nice to me, I could talk to him properly and he cared about me. I liked him. I told W that I did, W said that he talks about me all the time, so I asked him out...he said no. So I was depressed. My cat had died, my mum had split up with her partner, and two boys had declined me in one year.

Now, W todl me that tey were all talking about when I asked out J2, and J1 started saying how I put him in an AWKWARD SITUATION! pfft. So I am ignoring him now. But I want to keep my distance from J2 for a bit.

Also, its gcse next year, I shouldnt have a boyfriend atm. I might wait until college!

Well, thats me.

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saffy