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6 Jul 2010

Work Experience

Hello everyone!
I know I haven't done a proper blog in a while, but now I have the opportunity, as I am currently at my work experience and have a one hour lunch break and I am working in an officey type building! More specifically, I am working at a professional video editing and audio recording/configuring facility. My dream, as I love to edit videos and write and record songs, it fits me perfectly. (My youtube account, subscribe! > http://www.youtube.com/safferoonicle ) My first day was fairly nerve-wracking, I have a two hour journey there, and the same back of course, and it is fairly fun travelling, I love it! When I got here I met the receptionists, and they gave me a tour, then I got straight on with some video logging work. I still am doing it now on my second day! I love the atmosphere, the feel and the people here. They share their little jokes regarding the editing process and I get them! I fit in here! Some of them are too nervous to talk to me, and same here to be honest, but most of them are cushty and they're awesome! Anyway, now I am on my lunch break and I took advantage of it by making a cuppa and logging in (secretively) to my youtube, twitter and facebook! A nerd needs her social networking sites! By the way, here they are:
Twitter- http://twitter.com/safferoonicle
Dailybooth: http://dailybooth.com/safferoonicle
I already mentioned my YouTube XD, Yes, I can't really say it enough, this place is perfect for me, I love being able to sit at a desk and work like an editor, be let in on the secrets, the storeylines, and learn about the software and systems/equipment used, it's magical!! Is anyone else doing work experience, if so where are you doing it? Tell me everything! Comment, follow, stalk, woop!
Thanks guys, over and out...

-Saffy

5 Aug 2009

Love.

Love.
I think I fail at love.
Love never comes around for me!
Anyone who I have ever loved, except for my family, has let me down.
Boys don't love me.
I know that whoever is reading this probably doesn't care about a teenagers relationaship issues, but I want to let it out, it has been in here..<3...for>
About 3 months ago, I asked out a boy.
I have only ever had one boyfriend, but that was in primary school, you know how it is in primary school. He wasn't my true love.
Anyway, I would say that I am the girl that the boys are mates with, not anything more. So I think it was a shock to J* when I sort of asked him out. He said no, like I excpected. But he messed with my mind, he sent across mixed messages, and that confused me. I actually thought he liked me! So, J was out of the way, I haven't been the same around him anymore.
I was already friends with his friends, W and J(2)! J2 was really nice to me, I could talk to him properly and he cared about me. I liked him. I told W that I did, W said that he talks about me all the time, so I asked him out...he said no. So I was depressed. My cat had died, my mum had split up with her partner, and two boys had declined me in one year.
Now, W todl me that tey were all talking about when I asked out J2, and J1 started saying how I put him in an AWKWARD SITUATION! pfft. So I am ignoring him now. But I want to keep my distance from J2 for a bit.
Also, its gcse next year, I shouldnt have a boyfriend atm. I might wait until college!
Well, thats me.
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saffy